Straight-Jacket Feeling .

Well to be dead honest,I wasnt really sure whether to post this.But I thought "What the heck,whats there to lose anyway ? " So here it is larh :D
Its for 'You Know Who' larh. I dont even know if your even gonna read this but I'll just give it a shot anyway.Its just to get this off my conscience,so as someone said it wont kill me.

*Deep Breath*

Well,all I wanted to say was that I'm sorry for what I said yesterday. I'm not sure if I hurt you or anything,but if I did,I'm very sorry. To be dead honest,I just missed all the 'times' before when I saw his messages. I just lost it,which I know I bloody well shouldnt have. I should have controlled my temper a heck of a lot better than what I did. What I did was unacceptable and I'm not sure if its forgivable on your part.

I never blamed anyone or even you for the whole thing to end up like this. If this is how it was supposed to be than I'll just let it be.All I wished was that you had told me all of this much more earlier and avoided me from looking like a damned fool .And secondly I wanna apologise for using foul language. I know it wasnt very 'manly' or nice but I just got bloody pissed. You gotta understand,I've been keeping all of this in for quite a while already. And not to mention that not many knew about it,so it was pretty tough. And I couldnt tahan it all of a sudden.Why ? I dont know but it just came out .So thats another thing I'm sorry for.

Well thats all larh I guess,just wanted to get everything off my conscience and be able to forget about it and move on. To be honest I wrote this at 4 in the morning on a note in my phone. I couldnt sleep at all and wrote it with a hope that I could go to sleep. Blame Tim,he really made me feel awful for everything that happened. And lastly I'm not sure if your gonna forgive me but just decided to give this a shot larh.
(Gosh,i cant believe i just wrote all of that)

Oh and this is for Tim,
DAMN YOU LARH,I DIDNT GET ENOUGH SLEEP !

And for everyone else,I'M NOT BECOMING EMO OR ANY CRAP.I just felt seriously bad.Oh and I can promise everyone,I aint getting into anymore of this crap for a damn long time more.DAMN I HATE THIS CRAP .

And lastly,
I MOVED ON ! :D